It's hard to blend in sometimes when you really can't. I'm very loud, I joke a lot, maybe too much, I'm super sarcastic, to a fault, I like making people laugh, it's what I do. Sometimes I like the fact that I'm different from the rest
I might or might not be trying to cover something up.
My friends who are psychologists I'm sure analyze me all the time. As I get older, I'm starting to understand myself and figure out exactly what I want to give to the world and what I want to keep for myself. The hard part is actually doing it.